Friday, August 10, 2012
omg i bloody hate you sometimes really omfg. always jumping to conclusions and not caring what i think or feel. srsly. if i turned out slightly more judgmental than most other people out there, it's prob mostly your fault lor. so much for nature and nurture. go figure, srsly.
today was quite a sai day omg. first there was this aphthous ulcer on my lip that has been there since like 2 days ago. it's srsly ruining my life omg. ))): damn painful srsly, i can't eat, i can't brush properly, i can't even drink water without feeling pain. ): even talking or smiling is damn painful. sian omg. ))):
haha and then i had a shitload of labwork to do today omg. and i'm so cui srsly omg, spent like damn long trying to trim and beautify my master casts to show up, then after showing up, instructor pointed out that there was this defective amalgam on an upper tooth, that prob has to be redone la. ok scrap that, i mean, it definitely has to be redone gosh. then the master casts howwwwww omg. take impression again and pour again??! my patient will prob hate me by the time i even manage to issue her the final denture ): crapppp, i don't understand how this defective AR was missed during the E&D. ):
then after that, i realised that apparently it's not compulsory to polish our casts before showing up ): well fml omg, cos i've been sandpapering every single one of my casts before showing up ): redundant work that prob no one appreciates cos it's non-critical ): i mean yeah, i myself feel that it's non-critical, but the very first lab tech who graded my first cast forced us all to sandpaper and polish our casts, so i guess i got the impression that all casts should be sandpapered. fml omg. ): i've been doing useless stuff and wasting my time for nth! ): ok la, not really for nth, since i personally quite like feeling up my casts after i polish them hahahaha so weird right, but it's very nice leh, so smooth omg! :D but still omg... waste time -.-
And in the afternoon i decided to start making my bridge provis for FP on monday. damn fail omg, i hate myself srsly. i made a quite nice and non-porous resin block of 3 teeth with putty haha, the morpho was pretty and everything, and it just needed to be hollowed out. then, while hollowing out, i perforated the occlusal surface ): then i thought, ok la just once small hole; either i'll patch it or use it as a vent hole. then i continued hollowing out the rest of the provi. and perforated the provi at various places many many more times omg. ): so i gave up on the "hollowing out" method, and just decided to seat the unpolymerised resin onto my mock preps instead, so don't have to hollow out. but guess what, i guess the resin didn't polymerise properly and it wasn't hard enough -.- when i was trying to pry the provi off my mock prep, the provi fractured at the mid-palatal region of one abutment. ): and to make matters worse, when i managed to get the provi off the other abutment tooth as well.... guess what?!! the stone abutment tooth fractured and came off with my provi!! ): what the hell right, what a retard srsly omg.
I GIVE UP ON MAKING PROVIS SIGH ))): way to make my future patients hate me omg, cos whatever temp crown/bridge i issue is prob gonna be damn fail haiz. sobs. )):
and besides the mad pile of labwork, this is just a end-of-the-week rant, but sometimes i feel like people here are very very very superficial omg. it's srsly quite sad. but i'm glad there's still some nice people around la, omg, or else life would srsly be super dreary can?!
i met a very nice cabby this morning on my way to sch though ((: haha he was very friendly and nice, and he spoke good english and mandarin omg.. jealous haha. i need to brush up on my mandarin srsly omg. and hopefully master some impt dental terms in other dialects too!! (:
at least i started the morning well! (:
and now's the end of the week, thank goodness omg. here's to a weekend of sleeping + reading up on clinical stuff): omg why do i feel like i have no life outside of dentistry, srsly omg. ):
